diff --git a/esm.mjs b/esm.mjs
index c09e4909..e69dc681 100644
--- a/esm.mjs
+++ b/esm.mjs
@@ -4,4 +4,26 @@ const require = createRequire(fileURLToPath(import.meta.url));
 
 /** @type {import('./dist/esm')} */
 const esm = require('./dist/esm');
-export const { resolve, load, getFormat, transformSource } = esm.registerAndCreateEsmHooks();
+
+/** @type {ReturnType<typeof esm['registerAndCreateEsmHooks']> | undefined} */
+let loader = undefined;
+
+export function resolve(...args) {
+  return loader.resolve.apply(this, args);
+}
+
+export function load(...args) {
+  return loader.load.apply(this, args);
+}
+
+export function getFormat(...args) {
+  return loader.getFormat.apply(this, args);
+}
+
+export function transformSource(...args) {
+  return loader.transformSource.apply(this, args);
+}
+
+export function initialize(tsNodeOptions) {
+  loader = esm.registerAndCreateEsmHooks(tsNodeOptions);
+}